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Dark Heresy gaming session #1

2008-03-10T03:44:09Z

Players:
Inquisitor (Helios): (Gm)(NPC) Forceful leader of the group.

Scum (Litiouls): (David)(PC) Devious thief of the group.

Assassin (Stumillious): (Jon)(PC) Extremely short, yet resourceful assassin.

Assassin (Sadera): (Ben)(PC) Really tall, strong, and thin assassin.

Chapter I: Planetfall: Shireton: A small rural town consisting of a marketplace, bar/hotel, blacksmith/weaponsmith, cafe's and a small landing strip.

              This is a small backwater town on a planet that no one would care about, or even miss if it was consumed whole by the warp. Our heroes enter this planet by way of an Aquillian lander. We have been sent to this, place, to pursue the intel we recieved on a rogue psyker who recently immerged near here.

             Inquisitor Helios examined the small town with a look of disgust on his face as his Acolytes stepped forth from the lander to bring up the rear.

"This is gonna be difficult." He said as he turned to his retinue.

"Go down into town and see what kind of tips you can pick up. I'll be over by the blacksmith if you need anything. Time is not on our side though, so meet me in the town square in one hour."

                  With that he turned and walked off towards the town. Stumillious looked at the others with a smile and said.

"Dibs on the bar, ladies." He muttered, then swaggered off in the direction of the bar.

                 The other two looked at each other for a moment, then walked off in separate directions, one toward the blacksmith, the other towards the market place.

                 Due to his small stature Stumillious walked into the bar, straight under the mid height swinging doors. A few people sitting a nearby table stopped and stared for a second.

"Take a picto it'll last longer." Stumillious sneered at them.

                He walked over to the bar and climbed up onto the stool. The bar keep turned but couldn't see him at first. He looked down and the sight startled him.

"Oh, my. How can I help you sir?" The Barkeep muttered under his large moustache.

"I was wondering if you had heard any news about strange things happening around these parts?"

"Well I don't know my fine sir, perhaps a few thrones might jock my memory." The barkeep said slyly as he held out his hand.

"Sure, just a sec." Stump reached into his pocket and pulled out a knife, jumped onto the bar and held it to the barkeeps neck. A few customers looked for a second but then went back to their drinks.

"I mean yes, its all coming back to me now." He stammered. "There has been some talk of strange instances out at a local farm. Thats all I know I swear! Try the weird guys in the red cloaks, they might know more."

"Where can I find these men?" Stum questioned smoothly.

"They hangout at a small cafe by the market place." He said almost crying.

               Stumillious let him go, hoped off the bar and scurried out of the bar quickly. He went to the Inquisitor and relayed the info immediatly. After a quick "discussion" with the robed men, they were all on their way to a small secluded farm on the outskirts of town near the woods.

Chapter II: First Encounter: Small Farm House: A small rural looking house from the front it looked very ordinary. It was a dull earthy color with big green doors with rusty metal hinges. They parked the vehicle just far enough away so as not to alert anyone inside.

Inquisitor Helios called his men to him, to give them quick orders.

"If it moves and its not one of us, kill it. That goes for men, women, animals and children." He whispered.

          Then they all moved up to the house quietly. There were two windows one on eaither side of the door. The one on the right was lit up and the other was dark. Litiouls and Stumillios went over to the dark window and snuck into the room inside while Sadera went to the lit window and peered inside. Helios watched his men move into position. Sadera motioned to him that there was one person inside at a sink washing dishes. His team was doing what they were best at, being sneeky, it was time for Helios to do what he was best at. Being a badass.

          Helios turned the ring on his left and and pointed it towards the main door. There was a buildup of energy and the ring shot a large energy blast at the door rupturing it inwards. Helios stormed in through the smoke laspistol drwan in his hand already, his black cape flowing behind him.

"My name is Helios, I am a Inquisitor for the high lords of Terra, I am here on there business!" He bellowed, startling the woman to break the dish she was washing.

         Just then Sadera broke through the glass window and stumbled a bit cutting his arm slightly. At the same time, Litiouls broke down the door from the other room into the room the inquisitor was in. The door shattered as he fell through onto his face. Stumillious jumped over his body, aimed at the woman and fired hitting her in the chest. She pulled out a concealed pistol and started to fire at them. Helios put her down with a well aimed shot from his laspistol.

         They had all just regained there footing when a door to the back room exploded sending them all realing, except for Stumillious and Helios. Who returned fire into the doorway as three men ran in firing wildly. Litiouls and Sadera managed to hit two of them men in the arm and leg as the third charged straight at Helios.

        Helios met him with his chainsword and managed to fight him off for the moment. The combined fire from the three acolytes managed to bring down one of the madmen, and Helios's chainsword severed another from his head. Helios turned as the other man charged him. His ring's power built up again as Helios held out his hand, into the space the madmans head was in and blew away the top half of his body, sending blood out to cover most of the space behind him.

Chapter III: The Final Encounter: Farm House: Just seconds after the three madmen were dispatched.

          Helios turned and peered into the room the three had emerged from. His face crumpled into a grimace, and he started to scream something to his men, but he was cut short by a high pitched scream and then the doorway exploded with a burst of energy sending them all across the room and to the floor.

         They all got up to see a little girl surrounded in yellow, pink and purple energy floating three feet off the ground. Her eyes were pitch black and she was a terror to behold, her face was unto that of a skeleton's and she had a very large evil grin with pointed teeth. The high pitch wine had temporarily made them all deaf.

           None of them heard Helios screaming to fire las weapons except Sadera who swithed weapons along with Helios. Together all their combined fire brought her down.

           Aside from some scarring mental images and some broken bones they were all OK. Helios had the farm and surrounding areas burned to cover up the story and all individuals involved were murdered silently to keep the story from spreading. They all returned to the orbiting shuttle and left a probe behind to moniter the situation on the planet.

Update Time!!!

2008-03-04T06:01:31Z

Well its been quite a while since my last update, so let me try my best to bring you all up to speed.

I have been dating Annette Kowal for the past 2 months, she is my friend Jacob's ex(he doesn't refer to me as a friend now, but I always will). Long story short we have fallen in love so quickly it seems like there is some other-worldly force of attraction at work. You all remember my poem "The One," well if there ever was one I found her. ^^ So I went out and purchased a ring and proposed to her.... She said yes and we are now engaged. Yeasterday we told her folks which was something a lot more frightening then I thought it would be. I had to drag Annette into the room basicly to tell them.(maybe I'm exaggerating a bit ^^) On a good note they took it really well. They expressed there concern about money(understandable) and Mr. Kowal didn't speak much but I could tell by his slight smirk that he was happy, he even hugged me. (I kinda stole it) In the end they both congradulated us.^^ We are both very happy about getting that over with. We got about the same reaction from my parents.

On a minor note I was given full-time hrs at work now, roughly 36-40 hrs a week. So if anyone is having a hard time reaching me its cause of all the, Work, wedding planning, time with Annette etc... right now. Don't give up though call and ask to hang out, if I'm busy we can set aside some time to hang out.

Next Time:
I have been addicted to this new pen and paper RPG based in the Warhammer 40k universe called "Dark Heresy", and from my user picture you can tell that I've caught the Pokemon bug again. I'll discuss that in more detail in my next update.

Its my birthday! YAY!

2007-12-13T14:32:10Z

Since its my birthday instead of getting presents, I giving you all a small one. In the form of ANOTHER POEM.

Christmas

I remember that special time every year,
when the carolers songs hit me right in the ear.

The hustle and bustle and assorted hullabaloos,
in every single shop even the ones that sell shoes.

I never realised how much work went in to this holiday when I was young,
it always just seemed like the stocking were hung and the Christmas lights strung.

One particular memory has stuck with through all these years,
how we had to be careful with our presents wrapping so's not to tear,
so my grandpa could save them to use again next year.

Then of course there is the food,
Oh heavens the feasts, my stomach just bursts to happen to think,
of all that turkey, potatoes, all the pudding and pies,
the size of my stomach is always smaller then that of my eyes,
Is it any wonder I gain at least ten more pounds,
when every Christmas day I have to make my rounds.

I've always loved getting presents don't get me wrong,
and I love giving them more then the day is long.

In these resent years though I have begun to almost morn,
because no seems to remember,
just...
who...
was...
born.

- Jacob Dec. 11, 2007

Nice Guys finish last

2007-12-12T14:17:25Z

Nice guys

Everyone gets, what they give out,
we reap what we sow, or so it should go.

Based on that lyric, on that little life jest
we do what we must, to regain what we lust.

We hand out kindness and unconditional love
only to be greeted with a friendships, but nothing more.

Lots of people say they like us but they never say the L word,
at least not in the way that we all hope and dream for.

I grew up reading about it in tales of dragons, witches and trolls,
and how the good guy, prince charming always did rise,
to save his princess from any danger to live happily ever after.

But the truth that I've realised as I grow,
Is a quite different story, not of love, but of woe,
and it keeps getting clearer every day that I grow.

"I love you but not in the way that you do."
tis the line I hear often, but its not what I should.

Its funny how life's irony's fill us up so fast,
Nice guys are nice but we still...
finish...
last...

-Jacob Dec. 11, 2007

Some sappy poetry hope u enjoy

2007-12-11T01:44:52Z

The One

I've always asked myself if I'd find the one,

If I'd find the one,
have I found the one?

But how does one know if she is the one?

Is it because of the way that she can make you feel great?
and handle your heart with care, so's not to break.

Is she the one?

She should help you feel like you are never alone,
be it in person, through e-mail or even the phone.

She will be there through the hard times, and of course through the good,
and she will never wonder if she would, should or could.

I think she is the one.

Lots of guys go through their lives never taking a chance,
and they end up kicking themselves in the ass.

"I'm sure it would have worked out between us had I given it a try."
They all end up saying with a sorrowful sigh.

I'm not quite certain if she is The One for sure...

But all the facts add up and they are pointing to her.

-Jacob Dec.10, 2007

The One

2007-12-07T01:18:19Z

I have never been so struck by someone. This song tells all, It describes how bad I want this. Everything about her is amazing. She likes me for me. She is very feminine. She likes 95% of the things I like. I feel happy when I am around her, as if all my life's problems melt away. She is smaller then me, I never realised why in movies the girl usually has to look up into the guys eyes. I now know why, though I can't describe it, It just feels right.

I can't say I'm 100% sure, but all the evidence points that she is the kind of girl that is every mans dream. "The One" if you will, that makes your heart skip a beat when you see them. That makes you want to just stand there, forever, when you are hugging them, and makes you not be able to stop smiling when they are around.

There comes a time...

2007-11-16T04:12:28Z

In every man life when he has to make a big decision about something. Well long story short I am moving out soon. I know my bro Jacob has a place for me and its probably where I'm going.

To tell you the truth I am not looking forward to it. its gonna be hard as shit. I've got to find a new job/jobs depending on the pay. I have to really think about where my life is going.

Hell you think you know something, then life throws shit at you. I have to change my parish now too. damn just when I was starting to get my life straight I get knocked back a couple hundred pegs.

I just got my life back into my hands and they wanna strip me of who I am. Well sorry to disappoint you all but you can go f**** your self's its my life and I will live it the way I see fit, damnit! I just posted about this shit!

God I need to get out of this house. It's time Jacob, I need to sit down with your parents and start talking about the logistics.

Edit:

Fuck my parents can be confusing. They stopped me this morning when I started packing and said they didn't think that I would actually do it. (they don't know me.) Long story short half my shit is packed except my nesecities. So I am still gonna move out but not until spring. They don't know that, but whatever I really need to get out on my own. It's like I'm stuck in a really bad relationship and I can't get out. So I am going to force myself to.

Cheers! -Jacob-

www.Black20.com check out net_work

2007-11-15T23:29:58Z

I stumbled across this on you tube and I thought everyone might like to see it. So I'm posting it for all the two people, that read my journal still. Part 1: Part 2:

5th_terax_guard @ 2007-11-15T10:12:00

2007-11-15T15:12:43Z

Here's how it works:

1. Leave me a casual comment of no particular significance, like a lyric to your current favorite song, or your favorite kind of sandwich, maybe your favorite
cat. Any remark, meaningless or not.
2. I will respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post.
5. When others respond with a desultory comment, you will ask them five questions.

1.If you could, would you choose to live forever? Only if I had someone else to live forever with.

2.What is one thing you would not want to live without? All you need is Love.

3.If you could do /anything/ with your life, have any job, regardless of anything... what would it be? Make a lot of money in the film buissiness then retire to some small town in the middle of nowhere to dedicate the rest of my life to my family and spouse.

4.What do you want to be doing in ten years, and do you think you'll actually be doing it? A film director. No probaly a film editor at best.

5.Cats or dogs? Why cats of course. They are much sexier. :B

Do you still love your ex?

2007-11-12T21:24:10Z

do u still luv ur ex????

ur over him/her!!
u have little to no feelings left for this person. u have moved on and are ready to find someone else.

How do you compare?
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True love?!?

2007-11-12T21:08:44Z

My Personality type

2007-11-12T21:06:12Z

My Finacial Projection

2007-11-12T21:03:12Z

My Iq

2007-11-12T20:57:53Z

5th_terax_guard @ 2007-11-11T11:59:00

2007-11-11T17:02:32Z

I am late for mass, yet I still feel good. Hmmmm I wonder why. Oh well gotta make an appearance 'till next time friends.

Halo 3 on Mad TV

2007-11-10T02:37:04Z

Good song

2007-11-08T23:52:59Z

I love this song it's such a picker upper.

Here I come

2007-11-06T18:38:27Z

Well first off, I'm sorry to everyone I offended with the last post, but I still feel that way. I just needed to get it off my chest. I'm sure you all understand. Anyway moving on.

I woke up today and laid there for a bit before getting up and taking a shower. Its always nice to lay in bed and think about your life for a bit before getting up.

So my brother Peter comes up to me and asks if I'd take him over to my ex's house to hang with her brother, he had to bribe me to do it. After I left him there I drove over to Hilary's house to surprise her to some coffee, too bad she still wasn't up lol. So I went home and sat on my hands for a while, doing nothing and now I'm about to go into work. Fun fun fun...

Cheers! -Jacob-

To all you nay sayers... FUCK YOU!

2007-11-05T13:56:36Z

Everyone can Fucking EAT ME! I am so sick of everyone telling me how to fucking run my life. It's my life, nobody elses. I don't think I ever signed it away did I... NO I sure as hell didn't.

I will do what the fuck I want when I want and how I want. I have worked to hard for too long on trying to CONFORM to Other peoples idea of what is Normal, and OK to do. FUCK everyone who says, Don't hang out with these people, you can't do what you want to your body, Get your life back on track, You are going nowhere fast.

I DON'T FUCKING CARE!! My life is a happy one, I have a job that I work at every chance I get. The Friends I have are really close and have helped me more then my own Fucking family has.

Ok so its true my life is kinda in a rut but you know what. I'M STILL HAPPY!! I may not be going anywhere fast but If I'm not worried about it, why should anyone else? I don't really care I want to have some fun before I settle down. Cause when I do settle down I know thats when my life will get in a real rut.

Let me run my life, If you kick me out, so be it. I have friends that will help. Because they care more then my family. Fuck, I know strangers that would help me more then MY OWN FUCKING FAMILY!!! And I think I may be in Love with the best damn thing ever.

God I need somebody to love and take me the way I am and not expect me to be anything but me. Cause I would take them as they come and not expect them to conform. Chances are there is no one out there for me and that makes me sad. Maybe I'm cursed to live in a constant state of a flirty lifestyle, where peoples feeling only run skin deep... I hope not.

Have a nice Fucking day.

5th_terax_guard @ 2007-11-03T12:05:00

2007-11-03T16:12:39Z

Hey everyone Jacob here again. Last night I had the most fun I've had in like a year. Hilary and I went to Liz and Gwen's Halloween party and while the Party wasn't THE BEST PARTY IN THE WORLD! *dramatic music* I still had a great time with Hilary.

The best part of the night was when we watched 1408. Hilary and I watched it together with Gwen and some person I don't know. it was nice. :D

I did some other things as well but I won't mention them here. lol

Ah I love parties.

Cheers! -Jacob-

5th_terax_guard @ 2007-11-01T11:11:00

2007-11-01T15:16:42Z

Well I am having an ok day so far people are finally starting to quote on things I post lol. I got to go now I'm meeting someone at grotto for noon mass.

I leave you with this funny video.

Cheers! -Jacob-

http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=21156503

Uh uh... nobody says the B word.

2007-10-31T23:43:59Z

I love Halloween, Its the only night of the year where its OK to be somebody you aren't. I handed out candy in my costume, then walked a couple blocks to show Nate my costume. Needless to say he loved it. Him and every other person who saw me walking, stop and either started screaming Beetlej.... well you know, and every third time I winced like it hurt. (they loved it) or they Screamed once and then Asked for a picture with me.

It has been a good Halloween.

Cheers! -Jacob-

PS Here are some pics enjoy.

What you believe in

2007-10-30T14:20:42Z

Am I the only one who thinks that its no one else's right to keep reminding you, over and over and OVER again about something you don't feel the same way about.

Example: I believe that you should never use the lords name in vain in any way that is blashemous. But I don't believe in completely ignoring and shunning things that do. i.e. movies, books, people. I may not agree with the fact that they are using it, but at the end of the day it is their right to do as they wish and I won't let it bother me because I am NOT THE ONE SAYING IT!

I have a lot of views and beliefs that don't exactly line up with anyone else's anymore, and while some might think thats bad I don't because the definition of Faith is 1.Confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing, without set proof of its existence.

I am in no way saying that its OK for people to do "Whatever they want." Because its important to look at all you have done and be able to say YOU didn't do some things and you kept to your faith in some aspects and strayed in some as well.

Anywho I have ranted enough for today. HAPPY Halloween everyone.

CHEERS! -Jacob-

5th_terax_guard @ 2007-10-25T19:37:00

2007-10-25T23:38:49Z

This is one of the creepiest things I've ever seen. Watch it all the way through and I promise it will disturb you.

Play news

2007-10-21T02:37:02Z

Hello everybody!!

Tomorrow is the final performance of Palla Eius and I am gonna be really upset over it. I have made some new friends and rekindled some old ones :) I am gonna be upset to see it all go away.

These have been some of the best months in the past 3 years for me. I have had to re-learn how to be... well... FUN I guess is the best word I can use to describe it. lol I feel like my old self again.

Anyway here are just some pictures of my new/old friends and I.

left to right: Dayna Jake and Hilary. the sign originally read "Make-up here" but we changed it a little bit ;)

Just us three chillin outside waiting in between acts.

Anyway just wanted to say I hope we can still hang out even after this is over.

Cheers! -Jacob-